Lucky Ones
I don't think there are any other words in the english language that can cause so much torture, so much wackyness, so much drama than "I Love You".Who the hell said that we have to bite our tongue and not mention those words 'cos it may be "too fast".
As I age, well I'm not cheese so I should say as I GET OLDER, I'm becoming more free in my sharing of self and emotions. I fall in love at the nod of a head and SO WHAT. What's the big deal of sharing feelings between two consenting adults.
We are moments.
We are flickers.
And when we croak what is it that we keep?
our skin? no. our money and Sebring? no. our stocks and accounts? no. Ma's mexican food? no. My favourite books and movies?no. My rings and diamonds, records, iPod, snuggly coat, my Mac? no... the experiences and memories... the ones we can remember anyway.
so make a million of them.... every day we should be making as many memorable things happen as we can
take the chances and risks, look like a fool, but understand that you're not a fool 'cos you're living and creating the world that you are able to bring with you in another world or time.
I am not afraid of living or appearing a fool. I will fall in love and have other people think they have broken my heart and fall in love again, cos that's just it.. a heart NEVER breaks.. it's a living thing until we don't take care of our health and have a heart attack or until we actually die. is that why when someone has a heart attack and bumps titties with death they say... oh jesus tap dancing christ I'm gonna take care of myself better, i'm gonna be a good person from now on, cos I have so much to live for and it took my heart almost going out on me to realise this? maybe they see how strong their heart and their love really is and what it's all about.
love and live why are those words so close? an "O" and an "I" LOVE LIVE is that coincidence?? who the hell started this language? how did they know ?
L O V E
L I V E
L V E
(and hey, why is LIVE EVIL when spelled backwards? who the fuck made up this language? or am I just crazier than usual tonite and just reading too much into everything??)
so i live and love whomever will let me. I love that closeness to be all up and under someone to be snuggly wuggly with someone to make that memory to have to always remember and to smile. To be in someone's arms and say I love you and not worry about "oh jeepers mary and joseph, is he gettin' all goofy on me, is he falling in love with me oh god is he getting too close? SO WHAT it's not about marriage and being your only man although that would be grand, ideal.... but it's about making that memory and making that happiness last for a little bit....whenever. I like that. And I love you.
posted by Saint Vincent @ 11:12 PM
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